SURI CRUISE

Suri Cruise.
The name I love.
She is a daughter of Tom Cruise and Katie.

Well. I heard the gossip. And it may the fact.
and the rumors are...

She has been learning 3 languages. 3 LANGUAGES.
She is just 6. And I'm 14.
All I can speak until now are just English and Bahasa. And just look at my English. It's terrible, isn't it?

Suri has been practicing ballet, and she is in her way to course in a Flight Plane place.
Tom and Katie is trying to get Suri really smart and impressive.

A resource said that people might be not sure that Suri can speaks English well, because Suri is learning 3 Languages which are French, German, and I forgot.

I just thought that Suri's brain will explode no much longer. hehe.
But trust me, I really like her.
I really adore her. so much.

She is just like an angel with no wings. I'm sure she will be the best kid.
That in the future, She will be driving her own jet, She will be speaking in 3 languages, she will be the best ballet dancer, and she will be the most beautiful and smart kid all over the world.

That's why I really like her.

She looks really happy and enjoy herself.
Even if she is learning 3 languages, ballet dance, and even if she is learning how to fly a plane.

I don't think I can do it.

Suri, be a strong little girl! I always support you in every ways I know.

With Love,
Alma

RUBIK'S CUBE FEVER

SO!
Now, there is a fever around my school.
it's called as Rubik's cube fever.
yeah. it is a toy, actually.

I had known this toy since I was like...... 5 years old or maybe younger.
Though I didn't even know how to solve it.
or how to play it.

And now, it's becoming a trending toy in my school.

 Well, I'm solving it right now.

Just understood it today. and my Rubik's cube, just a little bit more touch, it'll be solved soon.

I was solving it in my car, and I got a really bad headache. really wanted to throw up.

I didn't know for sure, I wanted to throw up because of the rubik's cube, because the bad driver, or it was just my feeling.

I'm already dying by this 3X3 rubik's cube, and I don't know with the others. like 4X4, or 6X6, or maybe 3D and I don't know much.

JUST because of that creepy cube, I was so confused and felt like wanna die.

and when I watched the tutorial in YouTube they were really fast and it was like

"WHAT THE HECK?!!! YOU'RE TOO FAST, BUDDY! I CAN'T FOLLOW YOU!"

And thank God I'm alive till now.

for you guys who hasn't solved your rubik's yet, GOOD LUCK! WORK HARD!

SOFTBALL MATCH

Before I tell you about my Softball Match, I'll tell you that blog is really awesome.
You know, it's not a diary.
And I don't like writing a diary. 'Girls' do.
You know, someone who writes a Diary means a selfish.
I'm not intimidating you, I just want to tell the truth.

Because trust me, guys. Writing a Journal is SO MUCH better than writing a Diary.
Well, I used to write a Diary.
I had just done 2 pages and got bored of all of those Diary things.
Because sometimes, when you don't have anything to write, it's just like 'hmm.......'

One more idiot girl = accomplished.

When you write a Diary, it means...

"Dear, Diary.

I hate him so much! :'( He went away and haven't come back now....

Oh... I just want to tell you, baby. I loveee you so muchhhh. And I misssss youuuu!

And then.... (blablabla"

YIKE. yeah, that's terrible, I think.
And then if you write a journal, It will be like this.

"Hi, people. I shaved my chest.

Bad, huh? Oh! I had a test yesterday. And the bags were all being stolen by the teacher. I couldn't do anything. The teacher checked up our bags, and the teacher found a pack of cigs in my bag.

So I was kicked out from school and started to play my guitar. and then 2 years later I had become the most famous guitarist all over the world.... (blablabla)"

Now, try to write Journal. And try to get out of the Diary things.
I'm sure you'll be okay, and you'll be my 'real' friend. Not such a moron.

So guys, I had a match.

The match was going well. But I had a litte bit broken-leg. I know there isn't "a little bit broken-leg". But that was what I felt.
After I hit the ball, I ran as fast as I can.
I sprinted but there was something wrong with my right leg.
I was safe, but I just felt the damage. more than you're imagining right now.
So I couldn't continue the game as a catcher.

Since I was born, I always wanted to be a catcher. But now... I think I would never become a catcher again. It's like a trauma. HA! HYPER.
No, I don't have trauma or something crazy like that.
I want to be a catcher till now.

AND, I used to be a pitcher.
And everything went wrong when I was the pitcher, So Angie took my position up.
And She did it well.

MOTHER FUCKER

Hey, friends!

I'll tell you about my Mom. not mom. ok. I'll just call her 'Monster'.

So, I HATE my MONSTER now.
She is always angry to me. She is always rude. She is always be HER.
And last, She will never be my mom.

I hate songs about Mother.
Mother? that word seems doesn't exist in my life.

My mother is my hell.
My mother is my pain.
My mother is my sorrow.
My mother is my anger.
My mother is a stranger.
-Alma Kartson

I don't even believe she born me. I don't even believe I have a mother like her.
I don't even believe God gives me this fate.

It's like you'll pretend to be alone forever. or not to be born.
than you're having a mother like you're feeding a monster.
predator.
you won't believe me I hate her so much.
I hate her more than you deserve.

I won't believe that this is my fate. My fate to be with a monster. A mother fucker.
I'm not hers. I'm my God's.
Who demands you to have a daughter like me?
Who wants to be your daughter?

It's like you wish  you had a time machine. A time machine to stop the time. Just to be alone, for seconds, or minutes, better if days.
Just to think that I have to prove this life. This is the life My God had given me. The life My God had trusted me to have.
Yeah, maybe God trusted me. Trusted me that I could stand on this fate.

Sometimes I think that I might have a better mother. But I HAD to live this life. With all the energy I have. I'll show my God, that I can live this world.
That's why until now, I still give a fake smile to my mother, that's why I still give a fake love to my mother. Because I know. I'm not belong to her. I'm belong to my God.


Sincerely,
Alma

ASTA

SO!
You've seen the title. Asta.
His name is Astono Andoko. But he always be called Asta.

And now, I'm a fan of him. ha. I know you know that.

He plays Guitar. And maybe I'll call him 'brother' either. because you know, I have already 3 brothers which are Robert, Afgan, and Justin. Maybe this is the last one. He is 23 years old. just the same with Robert. I don't know. he -.-

Wanna see him? it's him.

And his favorite quote is "Wisdom begins in wonder."
Nice quote, right?
It'll be my next inspiration.

So, Please say hello to my new brother!

Have you followed my twitter? No, huh? too bad.
follow me now!

Well, Good Evening, world.

My 'lovely' scores of Mid Tests

Well. My midtests.
hmmm.

I was doing it well, I think.
It's all like 'This easy, huh?'
And now it's like 'What the fuck?'

I thought I was doing it all well.
until the teachers came up into the class and shout aloud our scores.

And this is how I say the score.

Biology: Kill the test maker!!!
Math: Kick the test maker.
Indonesian: Intimidate the test maker.
English: Shake hands with the test maker.

And that's all for today. Because another teachers haven't come yet.

And After those bad scores, I'm gonna play my psp study hard. from now on.
Wish Me Luck!

2 Great Days with 2 Best Friends

Just like a couple posts before this, I came to Tarphrodite event which is so... so.... unwritable.
The event went well until the rain went down to the ground.




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The fun story came up from the rain. We were really wet and I mean, wet. Look at our hair.


So, look at our shoes and sandals here.



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And in wet clothes and wet hair, we went to a Mall nearby to buy clothes.
Do you think we were gonna walk around the city in those terrible-wet clothes? No way.
And we got them.

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We were arrived at my home at 11:00pm or more. We ate Fried Rice and slept well.
In the morning, we shot pictures again. and now with a monkey. I know, I was the monkey. aha.




from left: Mifta, Gena, Me

Have fun, buddies.